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LAMBCHOP & FRIENDS.

Just found my LambChop puppet. HEEELLLLOOOO HALLOWEEEN.

Oh, that face.

Perfect teeth.
Perfect jawline.
Perfect nose.
Perfect eyes.
Perfect smirk.
Perfect.


It's such a little girl crush and I'm hating myself for it. I don't date and I don't really want to date, but everything is just so perfect. If his teeth weren't so straight I probably wouldn't feel the same.

HAHAHAH. well. who cares, right?

Baked.

Well, I eat... using bowls from when I was 2. And I clearly get thirsty.

I've been up to nothing exciting. Wishing one thing would go further although I know 100% it won't. It sucks to know things.

I have a gnarly bruise on my leg. Make sure you go off the deck on the side the stairs are on.. not the one with a big drop. Ouch.

I think I have a spider bite on my chin or something.. it's swollen. ahahaha

UMMMMMMM. IDK. Jess is picking me up tomorrow night and we're going to ct. I'm starting to love it there. :D



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Working on big things for 2010!

Fall.

I love Fall weather and seeing new places.
Going to New Hampshire for the first time. Then PA and CT. Tonight until Monday night.

Hopefully I survive ;];];].

Torjete.

Ballet classes started 3 weeks ago. Cannot wait for the bloody feet to take over my life.

I leave tomorrow to go to Pennsylvania. Some music festival I'm going to regret going to. Life.

Some dickhead owes me over $100 and a suitcase.




Living alone is getting lonely.
Move in with me.

Confide.

I wish being here on this Earth I could believe in something. Since I'm not Catholic.. or Jewish, just Lutheran, I find it hard to understand why people believe in that higher power.

I have been to church and a ton of AA meetings with my mom to know that all these people believe God has helped them through so much and will always be there for them.

Who is helping me? What do I believe in, who is always by my side and making sure I'm forgiven for my sins?

I like the way cigarettes and smoke look. I also need a new camera with an awesome flash. For some reason, everyone looks good with it. I made a new nail polish color. Grey. It has a sheer to it, not really sure if I like it. I also hate my new lambs wool toe pads for my pointe shoes. Fuck you Capezio, you're the reason I love Bloch more.


I've also been on a hunt to find the brunette boy. I've been searching since Bamboozle 2008 in the artists lounge. If onlyyy he was looking for me, too. ;]

This is about all the pictures I feel like updating with today. Today I was told that not committing to a relationship tells a lot about my character. Coming from a 24 year old looking to settle down, I don't feel so bad about that statement. At 19, I'd like avoid falling into the trap of relationships my parents have. My life is a circle. Everytime I go for a relationship, it spirals into a big ball of failure. It's getting annoying and I'm also getting used to it. There's one person I want, one only. He's too busy for me and I miss him a lot alotttt.

Mini weekend getaway to Pennsylvaniaaa and maybe back to Connecticut. Trying not to forget a camera and trying to win an ipod on ebay.


Love, love is not for me. I think too much late at night. Which leads to my insomnia. Hoping something good eventually comes out of this. It's been too long.

Connecticut.

Meet my new boyfriend, Nico. He's not famous. ;]
I've been going to Connecticut a lot. Hanging out with some coool dudes. Saw Jess again. She's rad, glad to know some girls are awesome. Haha. It's been awesome times. I'll be seeing my favorite Illinois boys tomorrow. Sadly they can't kidnap me like usual. January.

I now babysit for autistic twins. And on occasion the two other boys. All 4 are the cutest little blonde boys I've EVER seen. Tough for the first day, but hopefully they'll be good for me this weekend.

I just found out people don't keep their mouths shut. Awkward.

Anyway, I want coco puffs and to find my bra. And a second job. HAA.

Write this Down.

I had an awesome quote I wanted to post, but I can't seem to remember it. Kind of bummed, but I'll figure it out tomorrow.

A lot of pictures post.


I went on a mini tour. While at our music festival in MD, all the bands spent the night at the same hotel. In the morning, we found our room had been broken into and our things missing. Which meant my Marc Jacobs bag, Ray Bans, diamond ring, car keys, all of my wallet belongings, and Saks reading glasses went missing. It hurts and I've been having a hard time sleeping feeling as if someone is going to take me in my sleep. We're taking donations. Not like anyone will, I guess, but if possible.. please donate. I guess comment here orrrr dbrysonx@hotmail.com It would mean a whole lot to me and the guys. Other than that, we had an awesome time. Beer parties and roadtrips. Hoping the double rainbow will serve me good luck along the road.

I really enjoyed Lady Gaga's new photos.

ANDDDDD thigh highs for fall. Hoping I can pull them off as good as Carrie Bradshaw.

Love.

Forgot My Password.

I forget my password for everything.. and forgot it for this. deeeeelay.

I'm going to do 2 updates today.

The first one is a post by a friend of mine, http://truestoriesimadeup.tumblr.com/

"Have you ever noticed how most Disney movies have broken families? I grew up on Disney like most of my friends but this just hit me the other day. Think about it…

Peter pan was an orphan

We never hear about Snow White, Aladdin or Robin Hood’s parents.

Nemo, Pinocchio, and The Little Mermaid only have one parent.

And Simba, Bambi and Dumbo all loose a loved one in the movie.

After realizing this I looked into Walt Disney’s life a bit to learn that right around the time he started getting successful with his animation his mother passed away. I found this kind of interesting and wonder if it lead to the on going theme in his stories.

With a divorce rate of 50% these days, broken homes are a very familiar story to most of us. And I think its because we’ve lost sight of how special and sacred marriage really is.

I got the pleasure of being a grooms man in my best friends wedding this year. I got to see him and his wife meet, date, get engaged, and tie the knot. From start to finish they never lost sight. From start to finish they did things the way God intended things to be done.

I went to Disneyland with them today and little do they know but they inspire me and encourage me on a daily basis to follow in their footsteps. Their marriage brings a piece of heaven down into this broken world. It brings hope to those around them. The love they have for one another is a love that shares Christ with others.

Disney’s stories are telling the realities of this world. But my friend’s story is telling the realities of what God has in store for all of us. A love that beats the odds. A love that shakes the statistics. A love that made the happiest place on earth Just.A.Little.Happier.Today

-Billy"

I wish Billy would write a book. We may have different views on things, but I would read it.

I've realized lately that I ruin relationships. I think because my parents relationships seem to fail a lot ..and I've moved into a new house with my mom or even my dad when they were dating someone knew.. I'm scared to be in one. As much as I would love to not be the only girl without a bf, because I'm always that girl. And I hate being hit on because of it. I'm afraid of commitment and I want to find someone who can handle my problems and not leave like everyone else has. I want to look beyond the sadness of a Disney movie and always find the happiness in between the lines. Is that too much to ask?

Within the last few months, I believe 4 or so family friends/family members have passed away. 2009 scares me and I think it's digging my hideout hole a little deeper. I'm not able to deal with the sadness. If Grandma Hull passes, I don't want to see Sara break down anymore. She's my sister basically and for everything right she does for me and everyone around her, nothing goes right for her. I want her to know that I love her and appreciate everything she has done and I'm praying for Grandma Hull.

I love silk, romper/one pieces, and wedges. The last 2 days have been chilly. Can't wait until it's cold enough for my bcbg sweater blazer and to wear more black than I already do. YESSSS.

Disappearing gets easier everyday.

Boston and Florida are next on my list.

Can't wait.

SHOW ME HOW YOU WERQ IT.

Work starts Thursday.

Or well... Job Number 1.

My paycheck will be going to Dolce Vita wedgeee boots. Help me Shopping God.

Unless baby Joe buys them for me first. ::hint hint::

SHINING LIKE THE SUN.

Of course, two posts in one day, good idea.

I've been listening to ABBA a lot lately. I also just went from less than 1000 songs to over 3000 in my itunes. Delicious. New word I'm using from now on.

No fashion today;Just 18 wheelers and Ferrari's.

Hello, Box 8 Studios sticker. I miss you, LA.

My mom flew out to California to hop in her boyfriends 18 wheeler.......... to transport ferrari's across the country. What a life she leads.

Why do they lie/stand up with me;

Click the pictures, they look better enlarged.

Cartel cannot get any betttter ... great to go along with my life.

Sex in the Stereo;

I want my hair to be the brown it used to be. "Lindsay Lohan Brown" It had the purple tint and faded to have a reddish tint. It was gorgeous.

I wonder sometimes about the outcome

I'm trying to figure out everything in life. Be a part of something big. This blog is to get things together and just post my findings.