Connecticut.

Meet my new boyfriend, Nico. He's not famous. ;]
I've been going to Connecticut a lot. Hanging out with some coool dudes. Saw Jess again. She's rad, glad to know some girls are awesome. Haha. It's been awesome times. I'll be seeing my favorite Illinois boys tomorrow. Sadly they can't kidnap me like usual. January.

I now babysit for autistic twins. And on occasion the two other boys. All 4 are the cutest little blonde boys I've EVER seen. Tough for the first day, but hopefully they'll be good for me this weekend.

I just found out people don't keep their mouths shut. Awkward.

Anyway, I want coco puffs and to find my bra. And a second job. HAA.

Write this Down.

I had an awesome quote I wanted to post, but I can't seem to remember it. Kind of bummed, but I'll figure it out tomorrow.

A lot of pictures post.


I went on a mini tour. While at our music festival in MD, all the bands spent the night at the same hotel. In the morning, we found our room had been broken into and our things missing. Which meant my Marc Jacobs bag, Ray Bans, diamond ring, car keys, all of my wallet belongings, and Saks reading glasses went missing. It hurts and I've been having a hard time sleeping feeling as if someone is going to take me in my sleep. We're taking donations. Not like anyone will, I guess, but if possible.. please donate. I guess comment here orrrr dbrysonx@hotmail.com It would mean a whole lot to me and the guys. Other than that, we had an awesome time. Beer parties and roadtrips. Hoping the double rainbow will serve me good luck along the road.

I really enjoyed Lady Gaga's new photos.

ANDDDDD thigh highs for fall. Hoping I can pull them off as good as Carrie Bradshaw.

Love.

Forgot My Password.

I forget my password for everything.. and forgot it for this. deeeeelay.

I'm going to do 2 updates today.

The first one is a post by a friend of mine, http://truestoriesimadeup.tumblr.com/

"Have you ever noticed how most Disney movies have broken families? I grew up on Disney like most of my friends but this just hit me the other day. Think about it…

Peter pan was an orphan

We never hear about Snow White, Aladdin or Robin Hood’s parents.

Nemo, Pinocchio, and The Little Mermaid only have one parent.

And Simba, Bambi and Dumbo all loose a loved one in the movie.

After realizing this I looked into Walt Disney’s life a bit to learn that right around the time he started getting successful with his animation his mother passed away. I found this kind of interesting and wonder if it lead to the on going theme in his stories.

With a divorce rate of 50% these days, broken homes are a very familiar story to most of us. And I think its because we’ve lost sight of how special and sacred marriage really is.

I got the pleasure of being a grooms man in my best friends wedding this year. I got to see him and his wife meet, date, get engaged, and tie the knot. From start to finish they never lost sight. From start to finish they did things the way God intended things to be done.

I went to Disneyland with them today and little do they know but they inspire me and encourage me on a daily basis to follow in their footsteps. Their marriage brings a piece of heaven down into this broken world. It brings hope to those around them. The love they have for one another is a love that shares Christ with others.

Disney’s stories are telling the realities of this world. But my friend’s story is telling the realities of what God has in store for all of us. A love that beats the odds. A love that shakes the statistics. A love that made the happiest place on earth Just.A.Little.Happier.Today

-Billy"

I wish Billy would write a book. We may have different views on things, but I would read it.

I've realized lately that I ruin relationships. I think because my parents relationships seem to fail a lot ..and I've moved into a new house with my mom or even my dad when they were dating someone knew.. I'm scared to be in one. As much as I would love to not be the only girl without a bf, because I'm always that girl. And I hate being hit on because of it. I'm afraid of commitment and I want to find someone who can handle my problems and not leave like everyone else has. I want to look beyond the sadness of a Disney movie and always find the happiness in between the lines. Is that too much to ask?

Within the last few months, I believe 4 or so family friends/family members have passed away. 2009 scares me and I think it's digging my hideout hole a little deeper. I'm not able to deal with the sadness. If Grandma Hull passes, I don't want to see Sara break down anymore. She's my sister basically and for everything right she does for me and everyone around her, nothing goes right for her. I want her to know that I love her and appreciate everything she has done and I'm praying for Grandma Hull.