LAMBCHOP & FRIENDS.

Just found my LambChop puppet. HEEELLLLOOOO HALLOWEEEN.

Oh, that face.

Perfect teeth.
Perfect jawline.
Perfect nose.
Perfect eyes.
Perfect smirk.
Perfect.


It's such a little girl crush and I'm hating myself for it. I don't date and I don't really want to date, but everything is just so perfect. If his teeth weren't so straight I probably wouldn't feel the same.

HAHAHAH. well. who cares, right?

Baked.

Well, I eat... using bowls from when I was 2. And I clearly get thirsty.

I've been up to nothing exciting. Wishing one thing would go further although I know 100% it won't. It sucks to know things.

I have a gnarly bruise on my leg. Make sure you go off the deck on the side the stairs are on.. not the one with a big drop. Ouch.

I think I have a spider bite on my chin or something.. it's swollen. ahahaha

UMMMMMMM. IDK. Jess is picking me up tomorrow night and we're going to ct. I'm starting to love it there. :D



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Working on big things for 2010!

Fall.

I love Fall weather and seeing new places.
Going to New Hampshire for the first time. Then PA and CT. Tonight until Monday night.

Hopefully I survive ;];];].

Torjete.

Ballet classes started 3 weeks ago. Cannot wait for the bloody feet to take over my life.

I leave tomorrow to go to Pennsylvania. Some music festival I'm going to regret going to. Life.

Some dickhead owes me over $100 and a suitcase.




Living alone is getting lonely.
Move in with me.

Confide.

I wish being here on this Earth I could believe in something. Since I'm not Catholic.. or Jewish, just Lutheran, I find it hard to understand why people believe in that higher power.

I have been to church and a ton of AA meetings with my mom to know that all these people believe God has helped them through so much and will always be there for them.

Who is helping me? What do I believe in, who is always by my side and making sure I'm forgiven for my sins?

I like the way cigarettes and smoke look. I also need a new camera with an awesome flash. For some reason, everyone looks good with it. I made a new nail polish color. Grey. It has a sheer to it, not really sure if I like it. I also hate my new lambs wool toe pads for my pointe shoes. Fuck you Capezio, you're the reason I love Bloch more.


I've also been on a hunt to find the brunette boy. I've been searching since Bamboozle 2008 in the artists lounge. If onlyyy he was looking for me, too. ;]

This is about all the pictures I feel like updating with today. Today I was told that not committing to a relationship tells a lot about my character. Coming from a 24 year old looking to settle down, I don't feel so bad about that statement. At 19, I'd like avoid falling into the trap of relationships my parents have. My life is a circle. Everytime I go for a relationship, it spirals into a big ball of failure. It's getting annoying and I'm also getting used to it. There's one person I want, one only. He's too busy for me and I miss him a lot alotttt.

Mini weekend getaway to Pennsylvaniaaa and maybe back to Connecticut. Trying not to forget a camera and trying to win an ipod on ebay.


Love, love is not for me. I think too much late at night. Which leads to my insomnia. Hoping something good eventually comes out of this. It's been too long.